A Need for Change!

Sometimes, you just discover your deep need for change. The main point is, what is it you want to change in your life?!

These days, while I'm jobless, hopeles in a way or another, with no desire even to read, write or breath if possible, I had this discovery standing right on my nose, yelling at me " Helloooooooo! Don't you need some?!"


I discovered that I need to change lots of things, that were burried into my soul long long time ago; way of thinking, measuring people, importance and urgency of events, and even my whole life targets might face some editing and changes!

I'm writing this note as a sort of reminder.

What I care about is how other people; close ones I mean, used to bear all my conflicts and rather disturbed thinking and feelings!

His love is my gift.
Their care is my fortune.
And Allah's mercy is the secret in why I'm still alive.

That's why I have a real challenge with my inner self, and it has to end with me winning it!
I need to change!

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