Wednesday, October 21, 2009

what a mess

I miss myself, friends, relatives...
honestly :" I miss good sweety times ".

Friday, July 31, 2009

A Need for Change!

Sometimes, you just discover your deep need for change. The main point is, what is it you want to change in your life?!

These days, while I'm jobless, hopeles in a way or another, with no desire even to read, write or breath if possible, I had this discovery standing right on my nose, yelling at me " Helloooooooo! Don't you need some?!"


I discovered that I need to change lots of things, that were burried into my soul long long time ago; way of thinking, measuring people, importance and urgency of events, and even my whole life targets might face some editing and changes!

I'm writing this note as a sort of reminder.

What I care about is how other people; close ones I mean, used to bear all my conflicts and rather disturbed thinking and feelings!

His love is my gift.
Their care is my fortune.
And Allah's mercy is the secret in why I'm still alive.

That's why I have a real challenge with my inner self, and it has to end with me winning it!
I need to change!

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Hiiiiii all :))))



Hi all,



I want at first thanks eman for this inviting, it's really the best thing in one's life is finding real friend who really love you without any purpose only for allah


This person is eman & I don't think that i'll find person like her, so i'll try also to not lose her.



"she is one of my closer friends as whole".
hummmm now i hope to introduce my self
my name is Heba , it's written in one way not like Alaa :p, i'm 25 years old & i don't want to be older than that, because i'm proud of this specially so i'll mentioned that my study is economic & political science but i won't say what is my job now :$.
you guess that i'm talkative but in fact it's not :)
last thing now, I hope to you all to have a nice day.
peace be upon you


Friday, April 24, 2009

i'm not vampire....


hellow!!

which part of the human body attract u?? by onother mean:when u see a person 4 the first time which part of him u look to?

some of my friends look to the eye color...and the others look to the eye shape

but me?

before a monthe, i look at the whole body..but know i'm looking at her\his hands...but not to the marrige ring...noooo...i'm looking to his blood vessels...at all i'm not vampire but i think the blood sampling training effect on my thinking >>but if i meet u please hide ur hands


>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


i'm walking on the street....the place arroung me is dark...but it isnt the the problem...i felt some thing wrong in my legs!!

why one of me showes is more confortable than the anther one??

mmm..... take alook 2laa .... just 2 be sure that every thing is ok

but when i took this look...but nothing is ok.... my shoes not like each other...onne of thim is black and the onother one is brown

oh my god!!

come back to home alaa.....and i said to my self"every thing is ok..every thing is ok...no one notice the different paire exept me"

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

beauty shop and some dreams


hi

it's me

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believe or not....i went to beauty shop yesterday and i made new hair style :0

yes!! finaly i became like the other girls.....real

i realy need to join into jwals' show mmmmm....wwoww

if i can!! mmmmm..it will be the most amazing thing happend to me.....i can expect the reaction of my family and i cant stop laughing..........lol

Friday, April 17, 2009

my sweety


Do you like gifes ?? to give or to recieve ?
I love both
I feel that it is a kind of caring :)
oh .. the best gift which you recieve without an occasion, it shows that "I remember you " ..

Every gift from a friend is a wish for your happiness.

Pay enough attintion for this , do not buy any gift, buy what you feel , what your friend will be happy for& what fits your relationship .
:)
and its shape, decorate it in a cute way :)
I love gifts :)

THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN


hi again!!

life is full of actions ..which one is warth to be told?

the day befor yesterday...i watched amazing movie..about some one called benjamin

benjamin was an "old baby"....yes...old baby..which mean "a baby with aging signs"...he had wrinkled face...white hair
every one thougt that he would die soon and he disappointed them...he lived long but in reversd way

when the time passed..he became younger till he became a baby and forgot how to talk and walk!! after a while he died between his x-girl friend who cared on him when he became baby


i liked this idea...this guy began from the others ends..he learned many things about the life...

he knew that "the life is priceless" and each passed momment cant come again so live the life as possible....bring the happiness to ur life

I LOVE THIS IDEA
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